Painting molten lava on
My fingernails
To make me strong again-
Hard as nails-
So scratching the walls
Won’t hurt as much.
Dipping my heart in
Melted steel.
Hard as stone.
So when it beats
I cannot feel it;
When it sings
I cannot hear it.
Coating my soul
In a layer of dirt-
Lay it to rest,
Too far gone and
Long forgotten.